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My Health (could be very bad news)

Sun Sep 28, 2014, 10:57 PM
I was hesitating quite a bit about writing this journal entry because it's very scary... for me.

I can't say too much about it, but recently I checked in the hospital and had to do a lot of testings on my body... in short, I could have something potentially very deadly but I don't know for sure yet, I'm still waiting for the result which should be coming out sometimes within this coming week.

The waiting time is killing me, and I have been completely freaked out. I tried my best to think positively, and most of the time trying to ignore the whole issue, blocking it out of my head because I know this is beyond my control, and worrying about it won't solve anything. But still, sometimes dark thoughts creep in, and I get so nervous. I am nervous and anxious right now.

How should I put it, like someone my age would think that they still have their entire life ahead of them, still so many things I haven't experience, still so many things I want to do, a lot of unfinished businesses, and future goals, and I always think that I still have so much time left.

But now I see that life can be so fragile, and that I can come to a dead end so suddenly without warning. A lot of thoughts went in my head lately, and I started seeing what's really really important to me, the things that I would miss the most and regret the most if something were to happen.

So at this point, I still don't know for sure. I'm just really really praying that my health is good. Sorry to break out such bad news so suddenly, but I feel that I need to do this.

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Yuki-Arisu

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“Life is short, break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smile. Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.”

— Mark Twain
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ptmaster2 Featured By Owner 21 hours ago  Professional Filmographer
my girl.be happy~
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hellobunnyworld Featured By Owner 4 days ago
Always looking forward to pictures of your beautiful dolls!!!!
Your new work "White Silence" is so beautiful!
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ptmaster2 Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Professional Filmographer
Adorable Girl Anime Emoji (Huggy heart) [V6] Adorable Girl Anime Emoji (Huggy heart) [V6] 
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ptmaster2 Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2014  Professional Filmographer
sweetie, i miss you.^ω^
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BeckieBurr Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2014
Thank you so much for the fave - I really admire your work!! :love:
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Dollxy Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2014  Professional Photographer
*breaths hard* OMG thanks for the watch ;A; I love your crew and art work!!! This made my day! <3333
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KuronoRei Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2014  Hobbyist
Your dolls are so beautiful! You're an amazing photographer~ :love:
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yoitemiha Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for faving~! Have a wonderful day!
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Esmei-Persona Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014
Thank you kindly for the faves. You have some wonderful dolls. :)
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ShigatsuPL Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2014
Amazing Doll's and stylization :) <3
Nice Day
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KiwiNinamori Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2014  Student Artist
Happy B-lated birthday!!!<3
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LukexCatastrophic Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2014
I'm so happy but happy birthday ;A; I hopw it was teh stuff dreams are made of >:3
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Yumek0 Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you for joining :iconshounenbjd:
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Chulitna Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Exo : Chanyeol Gift Hey Happy Birthday Sweetheart!, may all your wishes come true and that you'll find really happiness!
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InfiniteDollz Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2014  Student Photographer
Happy Birthdayyyy! Hide Birthday Emote 
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